11-30-2015, 11:23 AM
Dande wanders towards the docks, staff in hand with a sad expression on her face. She sits down on the edge of a dock, uncorking a bottle of mead. She sighs and takes a long drink.(approximately 3 shots, 3 stamina)She keeps the bottle out and looks out at the sea. "I wish I knew if you were okay cousin...I'm lonely...and...I..I think he's moved on...I'm not even sure if...I'm not sure if I can handle seeing him with another woman...I'm happy for him and all cause she's you know..someone he can relate to, but...it makes me sad. He looked really happy with her. I wonder if I made him that happy..." She takes another drink.(1 stamina)She hugs her knees." I don't know why I bother...not like you can hear me cousin..." Dande hugs her knees tighter and cries into them softly.
"Papa always said, a clock never goes backwards, it just keeps going forward.No matter how to wind the clock, it will always go forward.You must try and be like a clock and keep going forward because the past is past and you cant change that."